... honestly, if something happened, I could probably even ... no, I know I could fix it. I've already had to, once. But undoing damage done ... isn't the same as it not happening in the first place. If they're hurt or killed because of me, they'll still remember that it happened in the first place.

Is that something that they should really have to be worried about for as long as they know me...? Is it really fair for them to always have that as something hanging over them...?