[ ... ah, so that's what he's been trying so desperately to ignore. i want to be alone. i should disappear.
but he misses them. he feels sulpher's absence like he's missing his shadow. he misses each and every one of them, and how they've made the last three years of his life more enjoyable than anything that came before them. he misses the potential of promises made— "i think you're going to follow me forever." laughter on sunny afternoons, hope that there will be something to look forward to, after.
of course he misses them. it's because he wants to protect them that he needs to disappear, after all. but still... ]
... what, exactly, would happen if you went back?
[ is he physically incompatible? that two of the same people cannot exist together?
or is it just in the bonds of people, and how another baldr might already exist, so people have no room in their lives and hearts for this one? ]
I'm not ... trying to be mean. I just want to understand.
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but he misses them. he feels sulpher's absence like he's missing his shadow. he misses each and every one of them, and how they've made the last three years of his life more enjoyable than anything that came before them. he misses the potential of promises made— "i think you're going to follow me forever." laughter on sunny afternoons, hope that there will be something to look forward to, after.
of course he misses them. it's because he wants to protect them that he needs to disappear, after all. but still... ]
... what, exactly, would happen if you went back?
[ is he physically incompatible? that two of the same people cannot exist together?
or is it just in the bonds of people, and how another baldr might already exist, so people have no room in their lives and hearts for this one? ]
I'm not ... trying to be mean. I just want to understand.